Finally.

Being 19 doesn't make you seem, or feel like an adult, all my training and medical skills feel like nothing.
I know I should love being this young but....
well I will write more on why when I can figure it out myself....

DEath of REmemberance

DEath has a way of killing things in any form-- not just life.

DEath can bring MEmories far from what PEopLE normally let go of.

Brian knows not of what HEs done.

Jason is lost foREver among his glooms of sorrows.

I. I am forgotTEn ad-mist the warfaRE of the MEns painful battLE that will not suffiCE EIther of thEIr lustful DEsires.

I love not of whom is said. Only tHE liFE insiDE ME.

LOve

The large O is not a mistake, it's for "O MY GOD" why am I continuing this affair.

Men are so petty when it comes over the one thing they want the most.....Oh the fighting.....

why does one think they can out best the other? that makes no sense on my account.

for the men who love me, tell me why....cuz y'all are stupid.

the Nerd Group

Who do I love...THE NERDS, geeks are cool but digusting, these guys are so do-able.
I dont mean having sex, even though they would drool over me meaning it in that way.
They are loyal, and so helpless, but lovaable. I feel a responsiblity to take care of them, even if they fall in love with me, lmao, but that is to be expected.
As I posted early about love I still feel the same, had it, lost it, cant get it back.
But being with thses comic relief group is helping.
And the schocking......(thats a need to know basis)
Well Doctors are awesome and nerds are cool. dont get raped by a lollypop and you will survive school.

Browse Inside The Last Apprentice: Rise of the Huntress by Joseph Delaney, Illustrated by Patrick Arrasmith

Browse Inside The Last Apprentice: Rise of the Huntress by Joseph Delaney, Illustrated by Patrick Arrasmith

Men...

Why do men have to call, text, or chat you everytime of the day?
  Really I mean how lonly could they be? I have many guy friends and I can tell the ones who like me and the ones who are desprate and just plain weird. If a man has to tlk to u evry day, he has problems...in my honest opion.
  Well at times is it nice to be admired but if there comes a time in a non-vain womens life where enough is enough and they gatta stop.
 So guys if you are reading this and you like a young lady, dont talk to her evry minute of the day, try to even space it out so when you do talk you can say something worth while and interesting... just FYI

Red Hair

So appartenly us redheads can't not dye our hair well, that is boxed dye, our melitin in our hair is so strong and less abosebent to color, I tryed brown no effect and I try black it came out streaky.....I hte this...now I hav to pay like 60 dollars for a dye job...darn it all.